Oh my gosh. I'm so full of negativity right now. First of all, I got up this morning at 9:30, and it was friggin' -15 degrees out!!! Seriously, that is just too cold. Uuuuuuuuuuughlakdsjl;asjdf. The frigidness of my morning drive to school reminded me of just how ready I am for spring. I thought perhaps I was hating winter so much simply because I have a car now, which means I have to drive in it. But no, I really just think this winter has sucked horrible balls. All I've got to say about it is this: March better go out like a lamb, or else.
Also?? Pharmacy school is the SUCK right now. No no, not just right now, but this semester in general. The first year pharmacy students are so nice, and they're always inviting us to do things with them. For instance, they're going to a Tiger's game in April, but none of my classmates can go because we have a Chemo exam two days after. And they go bowling together every week I think, but no one in my class can go because we have no spare time at all. And I find myself thinking back to last year and wondering what the hell I was stressed over so much, when I had this delightful year to look forward too. It's hard for me to realize, but I had a teensy bit more time to myself last year.
Eleven weeks. If I can pass Chemo, the hellish-half of pharmacy school will be over forever in 11 weeks, at which point I can enjoy another lovely summer of no studying and working as a pharmacy intern. Third and forth year will be so much better, I just know it.
I talked to my Grandma J to cheer myself up. Holy crap, that woman always makes me feel awesome. Seriously, if I'm anything like her someday, then I'm doing pretty damn good.
/rant
3 comments:
homan, every year...there comes this time when you rant and rave.
and i secretly chuckle. :P *chuckles*
b/c i KNOW...that in a few months, you're going rush out of it all joyously! and i bet you'll have the last word..and it'll be:
PWNED!!!!!!! :D *HAHA*
Haha, yeah. I'm going to totally p'wn pharmacy school.
I hope.
haha...your confidence is INFECTIOUS!
:P
there should be an antibiotic/antiamandotic for it.
O.o
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