Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Ugh.

Oh man. I feel like I should update my Blogger more often with exciting new events from my stimulating life! But hark, the same thing happens to me everyday. I call The Mom once a week and she always asks me, "So how is school going?" and I always say that it's good. That's it. That's the truth of course, school is going good, but I don't really have much to say about it. I could drone on about the usual--I get up early and go to class, work out, shower, and study most of the evening. Wash, rinse, repeat. But who wants to hear that every week?

Most of the time I feel like I'm running in circles. I want to do something exciting and fun, or romantic and spontaneous. But I don't have time or money, and I'm far away from most of my friends. Sure it feels wonderful to be here and be getting this graduate school thing out of the way. I would kick myself in the gut before I would let myself forget how much it means to me, but there are times when I wish I could put it aside and focus on me. It gets so lonely in this room. So damn lonely.

7 comments:

shruts said...

O man..i almost peed my pants when i saw the word "hark"

I haven't heard it since two seconds after I was born! (well..aka..a long while) ;)

And hark! Pay attention to Iago's advise. *MUA*

Anonymous said...

I would pay money to see someone kick themselves in their own gut.

I know how you feel about running circles (get up go to CHIC, go to work, come home eat dinner with Dave at 10:30 at night, get up the next day and do it all over again) but now it feels glorious to be done. So for you, the feeling of accomplishment you will get from this will be outstanding.

ps. I think you're pretty special. =D

Anonymous said...

u shuld rite abowt ur boobs lol

shruts said...

Yea...I've touched your boobies you know...well, technically been in "nanometer presence" of your boobies! *flails*

:D

shruts said...

...that is..Amanda's boobies :)

Anonymous said...

I know the feeling. :( Everything is really routine around here too, and I can't wait to get out.

Boomer said...

Kate: Yeah, I know the rewards will be great--and it's thinking about them that keeps me going--but man they still seem so far away. :(

p.s.--I think you're more special! :D

Mikey J: Shruti did touch my boobie last weekend. Just about everyone in the room did though, because I got a push-up bra and it makes my boobs look like C-cups instead of Bs. :D My boobies need all the help they can get.

Satisfied? ;)

Shruti: I'll have to remind myself to say "hark" more often just for you. ;)

Shelli: I just want to make money instead of spending it like crazy. I would also like to eat something more nutrious and delicious than ramen. :(

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